I'm changing blog. I dont like it when too many ppl whom i know, know my blog without me giving dem e add.

Actually, not sure of add yet. Will inform u.

Actually, i feel quite sad whenever i see him depressed. I've gave up asking... after all, this reply would be nothing more than "Nothing... haha. =P". Forget it.. i shall juz stay silently at e side n pray for him.

Well, it's diff being sad cos he's sad, and being hurt directly by him. No human is perfect. I'm not perfect, he's not perfect. So, there will be times where he is insensitive to my feelings and hurt me... dats where e pain really hurts cos it's in a sense, a direct way of hurting me. There wld be times where my insensitivity wld hurt him too, i know, but i juz dont like the idea of being hurt. I also dont like e idea of allowing someone affect my mood. For eg, when he's super sweet, i'll be on airs for a day. When he's mean, i'll be depressed for a day. Why sld i let a guy control my mood and feelings?

I was nicely accused of saying bad things abt someone. I dont even talk abt her.. for gdness. I think she read my blog, or something lidat, and assumed things. Well, if i dont mention names, ppl have no rights to assume who i'm referring to. Besides, i may be referring to more than one person.

It's not the number of people you know, but the number who are willing to help u.

For your information, that is a fact, not a statement. I think dat most will agree to that. So what if u koe alot of people? If none r willing to help u, stand by ur side when u need support, wat's e point of having so many friends?

My holiday schedule is in a big mess. So little time, so much to do... which shall i choose?

I still dont know if i can go for my church camp. I dont know if it will clash with my gu zheng exams. Besides, it will take up an entire week of my holidays. I wonder wat r e dates he's carolling. Hmm... feel like giving him a surprise. Yes, i have thought of what i want to do, but whether or not i'll be able to carry it out, dats another question.

This time, i must go stay at my nanny's house. That will be one of my priorities. Furthermore, i'll be having a chalet (again). If anyone wants to organise bbq, please inform me. I will not be responsible for anything more than e booking of the pit. Lol. Squirrel.. dont forget abt me k.

I think dat i'm quite similar to jeanette khoo. Full of mood swings. Hmm.. actually, i also dont know what i'm thinking. my mood changes as quickly as my heart beats. oh wellz..

So little time... so much to do. What do i really wanna do??

Oh sheesh... during piano lessons, i smelt cigarette smoke, so i asked my teacher if he smoked. He told me dat he didnt smoke at home, n dat he smoked an hour ago. Still..... there's dat smell! Eek... i almost died. So, he asked me wat i wanted him to do. So, i asked him not to talk when he's near me. So, he went to his chair which was abt 2m away and said dat i cld treat him like a terrorist or whatever. Hmm... terrorist? Heh... his english is really funny.. weird word to use. Lol.

My mum asked a me q big qn... i guess it's one of e qn i always ask myself. With all other conditions ceteris paribus. Wld i choose riches or love? I still cant ans e qn...

Reminded of our pw chat topic by manda. If u really like a guy, u wont keep talking abt him. Actually, i think dat it's pretty true. Dat is why i'm always so secretive. Even if i do talk abt him, it's only to my closest friends, and i do use nicknames. I dont wan ppl to koe his real name. Why do ppl not want to talk abt their real crushes? Maybe e person juz means so much dat they dun want it to spread like any other gossips. I dun koe.